[edit] hmms. women who love women was pretty interesting. in the sense that you got to know the story of 3 different lesbians in spore. the whole growing up process. but i just felt that they missed something on the emotional aspect.. its like when i read m&a, those deep emotions that lesley said in a2s4 was missing. its not that i expect identical emotions to have happened to all 3 women, and i know m&a is a play, and hence might be exaggerated. but the women just talked about themselves coming to terms with their sexuality, but like you need two hands to clap, it felt like the significant others were left out? it felt like everytime they got nearer to the conversation of the actual current/past relationships or gfs, my ears perked up, but only to be disappointed. i think what the public need to see is the strength/existence of feelings & emotions between lesbians. same like as any other relationship. if only to get the public to understand & accept them better. shrugs. i feel like a gay activist. hmms. interesting what a play does to you. haha. like mervyn said, i could connect to the play at a level i would never have before.

i miss lesley/jenn actually.

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i feel like some appreciation is due. haha. i'm going to settle down to study soon. time to banish all non-relevant thoughts and think about law -.- but before that. somethings i just have to get off my chest that i feel should be said.

screw: for listening, though you guys might not understand what the shit i'm babbling about sometimes. for the happiest moments, for the love, for the support, for making me laugh unlike anyone else can, for always believing in me. you guys are my world.
old friend: i'm not quite comfortable with putting your name here, but i know you don't read this much either. haha. you mean a great deal to me old friend. thank you for listening, no matter at what god-forsaken time, telling me to wake up, giving it to me straight, and taking care of me in your odd manner.
cuiyin: for understanding my ching chings (: making me laugh. never thought this could happen, but i'm glad it did. for peeling me like an onion, and everything. i can't wait to get back to london :p haha. then my phonecalls to you will be bloody free -.-
hongmin: for always being so protective of me. for being my jie mei. for going on our ridiculous shopping trips, eating sprees and gambling madness (: you are my partner in sin. i love. haha.
jer: for re-affirming who i am. for telling me what i needed to hear. for showing your faith in me and loving me (: i love you mucho jer, and i miss you dearly! i will be princess forever. ahahaha.
ashraf: for your songs, talks, concern and everything. esp pooh (((:
angie: for being my sunshine. for giving me hope. for telling things to me straight. and alot alot of love. i heart i heart i heart. ahaha.
suefaye & ziying: for always being so happy, that i can't feel down when i'm around you the two of you. for the ice-cream and everything that's good (:
tk: for your honesty

i'm really looking forward to italy & santorini. but these exams gotta end first damnit. i haven't started studying and i want exams to end alr -.- brilliant.